Dont do it, just the change of your life style at the moment.
Relax, chill for a bit, take the 180 for a spin up the mountains and all thoughts of a (what was it ???) a VXR!!! will be washed away.
We know they are giving 180's away at the moment, wait a year and the price will start coming back up. Future classics or just great driving cars.
Think the car deserves a good wash and polish for your horrid thoughts.